RFA Talk > This is Where it Started

It was 12\29\17. I had just finished another massive binge. You know. The one where you stuff your body until you feel sick and then go out and get more anyways? Having tried all other choices available to me except surgery, I came here and read through most of these posts. For some reason, I did feel so much peace in doing so. I believe today that it was a point of surrender and acceptance that this was it! I have no reservations whatsoever that entire abstinence of all addictive triggers and working the steps is the only solution for me. It has been over a year, I am full of gratitude for this group and board. God has lifted all cravings and obsessions from me. My stomach turns in knots with the thought of returning to active addiction. God has lifted about 100 pounds from my body and continues to work on me, in me, and through me. That is what I believe is amazing grace.😇

February 16, 2018 | Unregistered CommenterMary Donovan